THE SHOW....

just another thought

2010-01-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

i dont need u to bring me down. If it's mine,it's mine. Go find one if ur so desperate for love, sioxz.

Maybe its me, the abhorent selfish bitch i've always been.

2009-12-24T13:24:00.000-08:00

Staring dreamily into the dark midnight-blue sky above, it just came to pieces without needing a penny of my thoughts.
She came into your life way back before you said your first hello to me since our half-year love.
You were there for each other.
You were her source of light, her branch for support, her bucket for tears.
You loves, and without doubt jesus, she loves you as much as those tears that she shed.
But on the 18th june 09, a selfish bitch came along and snatch those happiness from her and you.
That's me.
I was too fucking selfish to spare a thought for the poor girl's feelings.
I want you and only you to myself.
I read this book, Adored .
Summarised, a fucking bitch of a woman for her age , Siena wants her uncle Hunter all for herself without having to share it with his sweet of a sweetheart, Tiffany. And Tiffany, realising what a bitch Siena was, tried to keep her relationship from hitting the rocks. She managed to do so. But what she doesnt realised was that she'd tore deep into Siena's soul, tearing her away from the very thing she loved the most in the world.
That Tiffany is me, and that Siena is her. Fuck you, this isnt melodramatic.
So,i'm Terribly sorry that i had fucked up the relationship between the both of you.
I cant change, but i can try.
Even if it hurts, i've done far worser.
I am sorry.
Atikah. Shahul. Atika.
There was never an Atika till i came.
Im the 3rd party.

2009-11-12T05:07:00.001-08:00

PROM NIGHT!!! oh. grad night i mean. :)

2009-11-10T06:51:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is the last day of the fucking O's. Suweeet! Imagine that. After tomorrow, it will be endless fun and laughter. Burn up those papers, tear up those oh-so-dull uniform, and put up those freaking big smile tat im famous for. At least, to my friends. Oh wait! Fug. Results day! Pfft. Hahahaha. Dont worry lah atika. Even if the result is way worse then expected, at least i tried my best. Ehem, i thought prayers are meant for good stuff and not the opposite? Somebody must have got the wrong teaching at home. Ouch? Felt a lil prick aye? Oh yeah, not that type. Mama says she wants me to pass , get a good sch and a good job. She knows my capabilities though. So,if i end up in ITE or any fucking low down school that freaks have in mind, so be it. I dont fucking care. Yes, i do have an ambition and thankful enough i have an optimistic view in life. So, if freaks think that i'll regret, well think again. Let me tell u a story to perk up your silent night. There's this woman whom i knew close at heart since i was a kiddo. She's rotten hell a bitch. And i really mean it. Dropout she is at the age of 15. Sat at 'home' facing those bullshits. After the trial, she took all her courage to make a comeback. Sheer determination made her a very successful woman she is now. Luxury hotels,branded stuff,private jet and all those fucking stuff that i can dream of,is her vocabulary . Travelled around the world every now and then . Have a husband and a lovely daughter with him. Till now,she's always in my heart,a role model to me. Who is she? Well, let it be a secret. You may think all this are craps, idc actually. Up to u freaks. All i know is that friday im gonna enjoy be it there's a hurricane or whatever shits freaks could dump. There's only one worry now. What if the dress mummy bought doesnt fit? Oh gawd. Maybe i should stuff all junks and craps into my mouth to get that somebody's body rite? Afterall, im not that big and well-endowed ,i KNOW THAT. Dont have to talk shit ard, ty. And i also heard from freak's bf that that nite will be the best aye? I hope so too. Whatever .

2009-11-05T00:48:00.001-08:00

i want this dress.

400 bucks.

anyone?

:'(

2009-10-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

i've always wanted to say this but don't know why,the opportunity just didn't come.
I AM SORRY.
to anyone whom i've hurt with my words,actions etc.
after reading his blog,syarifuddin's,i realised that well maybe i was harsh with my previous post.
i wrote it without thinking of what people would say, whether i'll hurt someone's else feelings or even worse,stir up hatred towards myself.
all i thought of at that moment was the stereotyped thinking,
MY BLOG,MY SAY.
rubbish,now that i realise it.
well,here goes nothing.
to my classmates,especially the group whom i've judge wrongly,i guess it's not too late to apologize right?hmmm... really hope you guys will put the matter behind .
reasons?
because i love each and every one of my classmates,even through the bitter times we had.
and i really hope that all of us can and will graduate with a big grin on our face for each other instead of bearing grudges .
THAT,will be my sweet dreams.
Khairi my dear monitor,i am holy sorry if my behaviour had made you say,
"the one i shall never understand"
i don't know where my wrong is,but i just know i am sorry.
if you had realised,i've always tried to make a friendly conversation with you but somehow,i kept getting the cold shoulders.arrogant as i am,i do feel hurt at times.because i look upon you as a friend.it's okay though,coz i know somewhere in the middle,or maybe from the very start?,i might have done something wrong without realising it.i sorry,okay domo?:)
and matt,yeah to you too,sorry a truckloads of chocolates.
call me ignorant,i'd accept that gladly if in the end you're gonna say,
"yeah,i forgive you classmate."
that will surely brighten my day up.
and to the rest of my beloved classmates, if i've done anything wrong to you,with my actions or words,do forgive me will ya?
i really wanna us graduate with a feeling of contentment that we were once a classmate,but we will forever be friends.
and again:
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
I AM SORRY E9's! ily you guys a lot:)

-SHAHUL HAMEED -
beb,thanks a whole lot that you're willing to forgive my most stupidest and humongous mistake that i've made during the early days of our relationship.thank you so much dear.the problem is really personal,and only few knows about it.let it be between me and you.i seriously am lost for words when you said you want to put the past behind wnd will try to forget the incident even though i know that deep inside your heart,not a single person can cure the wound that i've created.at times i know those tears welling up inside your eyes potrays the hurt that you really felt deep inside but you chose to hold it back so that you won't get to catch a tear of mine falling on your palms.i really salute you for that.Months and months it took me to love my own boyfriend,stupid i really am.i love you honey,i really do now.and i know we can do this,you and me,right?ohh,sorry for not updating my personal blog or our blog.busy o lvels lahh syg.we still meet everyday rightt?haha:DD

FAMILY
i do not want to believe that 2012,the world is coming to an end.seriously.
THE 10 reasons and maybe a million more....
1.there's many stuff that i wanna do before i leave this world
2.i only get to know my biological mother about two years ago,and i wish i can always be with her.
3.papa,i miss you.
4.my 5 siblings,your older sisterloves you alot,you know?each and everyone of you.
5.I have 3 pairs of parents and if disasters happened,how am i suppose to gather all up at once?
6.i've yet to talk with my stepfather.
7.mummy is just a name i call her.
8.i've yet to apologize for all my mistakes i've done to my adopted parents.
9.nenek got cancer,and i love her so much.
10.MY FAMILY is everything to me.

hey pa,and i thought you will never forget me?i love you.and i really wish we could get backto the moment where we would sneak out from our family,meet up,catch a movie and share our problem anh heartfelt stories of your past and how i got into this beautiful world.i especially miss the moment when you hugged me and say,
"girl,papa will always love you and never forget you.i might have 4 other kids at home,but you will forever be my babygirl coz you are my past and mistakes,and i'll never abandon this chance of reuniting with my beloved daughter." and the you will kiss me on your forehead,and in return i give you waterfall.hahaha.
papa,you dont know how much you really mean to me.your hug and kisses can never be compared to anyone els's in this world.for 14 years of my life i waited for your presence and when you came,that was just the happiest day of my life.

LOVE YOU.
sobsob.
;(

2009-08-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

You couldn't have seen me before with him.
You couldn't be close with any of our connections.
You couldn't be worth talking about.
but somehow... you know?
hmm..
so i make this conclusion that YOU ARE STALKING MY BLOG or somehow,MY LIFE.
well,sad news for you, you won't get anymore news from me. HAPPY FINDING my new blog,askoliongbiaztch:)
I'm not a high-profile topic you can spread rumours around.
i don't go around finding trouble with you.
So why hate me so much??
Maybe because someone or something has displeased you with rumours that i'm talking bout you.
But as a young adult,i repeat,a YOUNg ADULT,can't you use your brain for a second and ask me whether what you heard is true or not?
Don't be pathetic.
MY being quiet doesn't mean i am scared,nor am i not.
Im just not like you who walks around finding trouble and throwing stuffs at people.
My mother,in fact have 3 mothers,who teaches me Good Manners.
I'm not saying i'm a good example,but i'm definitely not like you.
I talk if the person is reasonable.
To someone like you,I won't waste even a breath. JUST A SNIDE SMILE WILL DO FOR YOU.
Your just not happy with people around you.
Stop behaving the way you are.You are A GROWN UP WITH A HEAVY RESPONSIBLITY "pee-square".
(not that i'm scared of using your name.just no publicity)

OKAYY>>>
so to my class people now.
especially jerks at the back.
STOP IT.
why despise us so much??
we don't do stuff that irritates you.and if you are irritated,that's our life and not yours to comment about.
what makes you think we go around influencing people??
SHUT UP.
now YOU GUYS STOP AND LISTEN.
if you think we are bad influence to HER,now you think for a while.
what makes THAT IRRITATING BOY sooooo good in YOUR EYES??
HE uses words such as "CHEEBAI,SIAL,BUTO" and get scolded for i don't know how many times.countless?
AND that SHORT BOY...
SMOKING AND EVRYTHING ELSE(i do not want to mention)
AND Also that BIG MOMMA,who knows how to get into trouble but had to use people to get out of it??
urgh.i don't know what else to say.
You want us to be like those two girls is it?
sorry,they are they and we are we.
go understand that and stick it into your head,
you shameless shits.
TOMORROW R. we'll taLk and see what you have to say. TAKE CARE askoliongs;)

2009-07-20T00:04:00.000-07:00

On the 18th July...

Happy belated 1st monthsary*

The next day at his house...

was hungry and he cooked prata for me:DD

Went out to marina last saturday

to catch a movie with shahul,

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!:)

my rating: 4.5/5

admit that i had slept at some parts

not because it was boring but....

haha.

sholud watch!!

after that went to waterfront.

Just in time for Fireworks!!

sweet kan...

every monthsary can watch fireworks!!

~Vavavoom~

hell it was during gill's lesson just now.

what an arse and a hole and a what and a the and fug teacher!

she's always coming to class with that

boring saggy pipi jatoh lima belas tingkat!

and what's new?

always sitting at the front and look at us

as if she has not eaten for 1001 days.

boring teacher,boring lesson and her very bored students!

what for get paid when your only job is to print essays and stare at us??

urgh,seriously lah this teacher.

mintak kener penumbok sulong man toyak sak!

if,I repeat,IF i were to pass my sosial studies,

it is purely through my own effort and hardwork and

a year of buttpain enduring a very mundane GILLALESSON!

My teacher sucks to the core of an extinct volcano.

Ain,next time don't keep quiet.

she doesn't deserve it lah that smokey.

if only i was there just now..

mesti ader THE SHOW punya.

haha

TELL HER THIS..

"proper your hair first before commenting on others.

And anyways,that hairstyle is suitable for minah melayus.

not your DNA type,wala wala boom."

2009-07-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

It was never what you had expected.

It wasn't even planned in the first place.

If only you had taken a step earlier,

all this wouldn't have happened.

i say all this not because of regrets,

but to make you realise

that it was all real in the beginning.

i am sorry.

2009-07-14T01:36:00.000-07:00

Arsehole. jari hantu pat kau.

STILL SMILING AM I??

DISSAPOINTED AREN'T YOU??

Try bringing me down u mamasan.

I declare that
I am privating my blog.

Some people just have nothing better to do.

seriously.

ur a grown up now,sort of.

i mean having a kid means one right?

lol.

stop stalking luh.

there's nothing vavavoom bout my blog so just get out 'kay?

I change my nickname tu aku peh suarundies ah!

who are u to judge??

at least my REAL name is still intact,

unlike yours.

spoilt my colourful rainbow day only.

but actually kan,

u haven't win yet.

It takes A BUCKET FULL OF HAMMERS

to bring me down.

nabongtinangnibongtkui peh jantanbetiner taikayamkapor beraksundal hakpuih!!!

2009-07-13T01:08:00.002-07:00

FUG. i screwed up whole lot just now. baah!

AHMAD SORRY BANYAK2!!!!

so the story is like this...

Beginning.

it was near to the end of recess time and

i wanted to return my utensils back to the shop.

Mid-way.

Ain wanted to throw away her packet drink

at the nearest rubbish bin.

I was behind her,

wanting to throw away my cup drink there.

(lazy lah want to go that apek shop..heheh)

Climax.

Ain turned and i followed behind her.

But i didn't know that ahmad was behind me.

and so..

CLASH CLASH BOOM BING BAM!!

we collided,sort of.

and the soup of my mee soto kena

his pants and school shoes.

GOD,

was he pissed off.

Ending...

When he got back to class

i said sorry to him again.

he just shrugged it off

and...

laughed?

weird huh.

hahaha.

I thought he would be scolding me upside down

"kaninabutonbcb"

but all he did was laugh?

and then....

It was eng lesson.

Mrs siva wanted us to do our journals for today.

Ahmad didn't have his and was told

to go buy the book at the bookshop NOW.

He refused but after getting a earlash from her,

he went down

only to come back up without one.

his reason.....

Ahmad: Don't have ah cher,the aunty say cannot buy without class pass.

Mrs Siva: Are you sure she said so??

Ahmad: Yalah u don't believe u go ask her lah.. u think what?! Popular ah???

Mrs siva: I will go check on her later.

Ahmad: Go lah, go check.

and the class laughed at this comedical sight. haha.

like seriously.

i didn't know ahmad can be a forgiving creature.

haha.

thanks classmate for not holding a grudge against what happened:DD

and today i got to know that one of our new teacher is the son of our OM.

HAHAHAHA.

"Bapak kanchong,anak ding dong!"

Me and Ain had a lot of laughter today.

i mean,we do laugh everyday.

EVERYDAY.

First about our ballet shoes,

then there's the ahmad thingy and alot more.

Pika got her new phone and we camwhored with it

like three idiot gamber Pig.

For now.

i am going to download some songs.

and alsowatch SUCI at mdentertainment.

wee~~

2009-07-12T05:24:00.000-07:00

(awwww....)

(if u are clever,guess where my head,butt and feet is...hmm...)

Head out to T1 yesterday with shahul baby:) freakish dartboard mundane place . lol .
And it doesn't even have a proper eating place! SHUCKS.

Kiter pon zoom orchard loh after that. nyeheh. saw faiz,rafiq and many others at far east,eating. didn't saw ain baby at first. Ehk2, seafood fried rice at Puncak nice hor... MUST TRY! 5 star one ahh.. heheh. After stomach was badabing bloated macam ikan buntal telan doraemon, we fly off to west coast. i mean,literally flew. :D

There, we watched kuda kepang!!!! jeez, love it! too bad aishah syg tak ader.....

SATRIO PERKOSO bezsyah... :)

went back home after receiving more then 6 kringkrong from my dad! urgggggh. your lil princess is safe and sound luh daddy. haha. Ton out with shahul outside my house -.-"

err...yeah.outside.uhuh. hahahhaha. :P

he went bck home at 6am! shucks. Why does my big goldfish bola mater must feel SOOOOO sleepy?! hmmph:( missed him.

BUT.....

right now as im typing,

he's watching.

LIKE A FREAK.

seriously.

GO AWAY!.

paiseh oiiii.

hahahahahahaha.

I LOVE U.

still.

and will always be.

2009-07-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

i swear i had a blasting boom boom fireworks up the rooftop time yesterday.

those two yclone nargis guys are seriously getting on my nerves.like seriously.

get a life will u????

stop asking me my personals and in the first place who are u to do so?

my bestfren? urgh, bestfrens trust each other. dumd beylos ass!

and you the other monkey baboon pantat merah gincu badot..!

stay away!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

don't come to my 12345678910 life.

when i say no,it means NO! TIDAK! WO BU YAO! indian language idk ah.

BUT which part of the word 'NO' that u don't understand??

stop it,just stop it.

don't ruin the happiness that i have now.

i just want to be happy with him,

He gave me the reality of life.

i can't have the best of both world.

"andai aku bisa lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia"

im sorry.truly,i am.

i do not want to hurt anyone any further so just leave me be.

"aku bukan nabi yang bisa luput dari dosa"

so yeah...

i hope if u two guys are reading this post,

which im sure u will coz u just can't get out

of my mundane colourful eccentric naek atas turon bawah life,

STOP BUGGING THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!!!!

ooh darn it.

So yeah,shahul thanks for a great time yesterday.

really shayunk u alottt..like alotttttt!!!!!:DD

ur soo stupi dumbarse joget lambak kiut when u do the itik walk!!

HAHHAHAHAHA.

we know,they don't know.

BUT...

I LOVE YOU STILL!!!

really hope that everything will work out well..

Atika minta maaf kalau kehadiran atika dalam hidup ayul

telah membuat ayul menjadi seorang lelaki

yang sering dilanda keresahan.

Bukan niat atika untuk ini semua terjadi.

Atika minta maaf.Sumpah Atika syang kamu.

Percayalah.

"Cinta datang tanpa diundang ,

Shahul datang tanpa diduga;

Luka di hati masih bersarang ,

Pintu hati terbuka jua."

what a lame poem. tapi bnyk erti tauu... haha.

as long as we're together,you''ll always be in my heart love.

2009-07-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

i am sick. fucking sick. no. haha. maybe h1n1. dying sick. ok atika. shut up.

sorry have not been blogging for quite a while. i think i've been saying this in almost every post. haha.

so yeah, i am sick actually. maybe H1N1. i mean i have all the symptoms
-fever
-flu
-headache
-sore throat
and so on.....

haha. so people,stay away. u never know........

been spending time with boyfie quite alot these few days. lol.

fat arse jerk. get away from my life. your always giving me misery and and and.... urgh! i swear i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-22T01:52:00.000-07:00

The pictures have done the talking but i guess you kpokiaks out there wanna know more about it right?? lolx..

That guy at the top there,he's mine. lol. nanananana. haha

Well,on monday 15th june, had a blasting great time with Abu and his friends,Apao and farah and also Din. Cool peeps they are.. We went to lot 1 first and then head out to bugis to catch a movie. The plan was to watch Drag me to hell but to our dissapoinment,NIL.Soo we watched Night at the museum 2 instead. I LOL like hell sia watch that movie. hahahahahahaha. Before watching,we filled our stomach at the foodcourt. Baby belanjer sei:) thanks alot ehk! syg you... After the movie,we send farah to the bustop as she had to get home. And then we went to haji lane. Both guys sheesha,and me had a sleeping good time. haha.

Next day was stay-at-home-day.

Wednesday,Abu's 17th birthday!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AYE!!

it was real fun..And and and he was sooo sweet. Picked me up from my blk as i had no idea how to get to wcp,pathetic me aye? haha. Then we went to his house to get the barbeque stuffs and met up with his 3 other friends and sprinted off to wcp. okay,we didn't really sprint.. we,strolled?? hahaa.. upon reaching,quite a number of his friends reached already. lucky they are patient human beings. lol. Everyone was damn thirsty and yet they fogot to buy ice. dammit. haha. Fantastic event planner they are. I couldn't stand the scorching heat so i told him that i want to go to macdonalds to grab a drink and will be right back but he insisted on following. awww.. haha. Talked rubbish while walking and i was sooo tired out that he piggyback me halfway. haha. sweet kan? and didn't realised that his chinese friends,jian yang i think the name,and the rest were behind us and was like,"chey chey chey...." . haha. you can say that again. after buying the drinks, we went to buy ice at 7-11. he bought me kinder joy!!! weee~~ haha. and yeah peo-ples,sorry we were gone for such a long time. haha! got back home around 10+. FUN lah oiii!!

Thursday midnight, he called me. hehehe.. and he...... ada deh.. cannot tell!! hahaqs.

but it was the greatest conversation ever! till now can remember the convo. :DD

we met that day in the evening. :))

The next day was slept-the-whole-day-at-home day.

Saturday was SYAMIKA DAY!!! we went out to sentosa beach party! GEREKKKK!!!!!! wished can go again. haha. We got free kotex stuff. lol! that quirky tampons.. hmm.. hahaqs. Love wicked aura batucadas!!!! groove along to the funky music baby.. get out from that place around 6+ and went to jurong point to meet abu! sadly,he had to go to malaysia. But he postponed it and went to ton at apao's house instead.

So yeah,that's how i spent my week. just now went to science camp. so boringggg! all the way i played with patrick's iphone.haha.sorry lah mat rep,sometimes u talk i don't understand siia. haha. thanks anyway and sorry your battery went flat because of me. haha. love u lah A.P.A !

soo now,tata to you askoliongs. can't wait for tomorrow. he's coming back from malaysia maybe. wee!!!!!!

2009-06-14T02:40:00.000-07:00

HELLO JELLO ASKOLIONGs!

I've bid adieu to my long wavy hair!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaqs.. chillax luh,joking only.. 1-0! heheh. kay,lame i know.

hectic schedule for me this month.this coming week will be a headache for me.

Monday-Haji lane & Movie:))

Tuesday-Hang out with abu?

Wednesday-Birthday party Abu at west coast:p

Thursday-Hang out with abu again?? haha

Friday-Lalang Photoshoot:))

Saturday-Sentosa Beach party!!!

Sunday-WEDDING invitation=.="

sooo..... "mama!!!!!!urot kaki adek!!!"

haha. wtf,random lah.

eh,i notice something.

I've been spending much time with this crazy guy right here. lol. always making me laugh at the most lamest stuff in the world. seriously. SHAHUL HAMEED, i hate you for making my life miserably happy. hahaqs. thanks for the chewing gum kay?* hearts ya*

OH wan bestie! i lost our photos,send me again soon when we meet kay??oh oh,and thanks for the haagen dazs treat,AGAIN. haha. love ya luh bestfriend!

Eh,i miss my very dear girlfriend-neighbour who has set her feet at korea for quite sometime. Come back sooon lah minah. haha. bring me flowers from korea. :DDD

2009-06-11T00:13:00.000-07:00

at ain's house ryte now...
alamak! noisy siia this tw lovebirds. ahhhh here! ahhhhh there!! haha. sounds wrongkan?
behind closed door. lol:DD

yeah,so will be going to meet Abu later!! weeeeeee......
hehe..he say got surprise for me, dunnoe wat it is. can't wait!!! hahaqs..

sooo..till then then.. tata. hahA.

2009-06-10T18:43:00.000-07:00

AARGGHHH!!!!! boring siol.
in the comp lab right now.. came back to school for the damn art lesson thingy..i don't hate art,but i hate myself for not knowing what to do right now!! pfft.

Abu,BANGON LAH!! bobal pat fon ke or sumthing.. haha! nvm,i wait for u aye?? cpt alek dari jb oii.. jgn luper chewing gum. nyeheh;)

wah sei,my stomach rumbling ryte now.. and lucky me,i've a packet of ice to chew my time off! yah ryte.. hmm...

aaaaaaaaaaaiiiinnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! imy!!!!!! hahaha:DD
the lalang thing, soooon kay?? we go with my bestie,syamika!! can't wait!!!

hah.

2009-05-31T23:43:00.000-07:00

Haha. FINE2! i know it's been ages since i last blog people(exaggerating),sorielah..hehe.. been busy with my messed up life lah kans.. don't want talk bout tis..

so to those kpokiaks(lols!) out there who have been going to my blog only to exclaimed,"lah.. belom update2 lagi!" ,hah,ni amek kau!! haha.

on the 30th may,went out for a triple date with syam,zaki,eina and mael bro! had a BLASTING FUN TIME!!! lol.. u guys know what i mean kan.. haha

let the pics do the talking..

so yeah.. HAPPY belated 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY baby:) haha. syam and zaki,last long aye! eina and mael pon,last longer taw.. :DD syg korng byk2!

ohh,saw shaf that day with idah and the other one i don't know how to spell the name. lol. preety lah the trios.we swam until 7+pm then we packed up.headed to vivocity..

talked with baby.had an agreement not to fight again but,BADABING-BADABOOM!,figth again. haas.. pathetic an gado on our anni?? shut the hell up lah people. only i can comment bout this. haha.thanks korg2 for trying to cheer us up. though,i must say it was a futile attempt . hahaha.:DD

ok,what else did i miss out ehk?? oh yeah,on 28th may went out wit wanone!! bestie kus!:DD alahai,he treat me haagen dazs(did i spell it right???heheh) sedaap dier,mintak ampon... hahaah

wanna see what i ate?....

heaven lah i tell you! haha.. thankz wan syg for the treat! ily bestie!:DD

klah,im tired of typing craps..

will update... errr.... SOOON???? haha

wait long2 lah ehk.. kay bye!

2009-05-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

FUG sia my social studies teacher..Like wth.
"if u don't pass such an easy paper,there's no hope you're gonna pass your o level"
URGH!!!
eh,tell her,at least i improved sia..
k fine not so good,for the fact i still failed by 5 marks..
BUT,FOR YOUR INFO oh wise teacher,idid putin effort,OKAY.
FROM 9 mark,i bucked up at least to 20..(LOL,but still) 11 MARKS DIFF OI!!
maybe u tink nothing of it,idc bout what u think either.i fail or passed,i've never been listening to your teaching either.SO,watever,okay??

pfft.stupid her.

OH yeah,bestie SYAMIKA! sorry couldn't eply to ur msgs.IM HAPPY FOR YOU OI!!!!like,seriously..*kening shooting upwards then back down* haha. BE happy with that mickey mouse no. 2(because im 1st:DD) hehehe.update me when its official.ME FIRST!!! ged it?? i know u will do so aniway... ahahaha

Ain dear,stop sulking because of that GUY.haha,i still love u though KAKAK AIN!

WAN syg,sorry didnt get to chat with u just now..ohh,bout that status ehk,hmmm...
you&him lor..
don't ask anymore..let nature takes its course je kay..i know ur intentions,but ... you know.

AND TO MY HUBBY!!
get well soon kay baby..
im sick too..
maybe because when u cough,i catch the disease using my hand and put in my mouth and i got sick.SEHATI SEJIWA kaper.hahaha.Sayang u okay.BUT u don't love me animore.... sooo saad. haha. tkper i don't care. i love another person also. lol. *WINKS*

KLAh,i still hate gill.will hate her.always hate her.FOREVER.nyaha!

2009-05-20T21:33:00.000-07:00

BAAHAA! kris allen won!! yahoooooooo...
hahaqs..
darn it.
skipped skool just to watch this LIVE TELECAST.if u ask me whether it's worth it?i will say..YEAH IT IS! haha
must watch the repeat..
BIKINI GIRL AND KARA DIOGUARDI competing against each other.laugh ur heads off sia.haha
ey..adam deserve to win sia.he has powerful vocals man!
but..
idc.
will be waiting 4 singapore idol...
who knows?
there might be a next william hung.hahaqs*winks*

2009-05-14T02:39:00.001-07:00

oh shucks.
it has started all over again!!!
Help me!!!!!!!
i have no idea y im like this...
urgh..hate it.
Yeah,you can have all the friends in the world,as much as u want-I DON'T CARE!
But for goodness sake,the status have to be clear ryte?
u can't do this to me if u don't want me to to do it back to u.
hmm...
its getting really mundane lah this rltsp.we just can't agree on each other.there's bound to be a misunderstanding somehow and I HATE IT!really hate it.it just hurts to be doing this everyday,not knowing what i should really do when we're together.one slight mistake will cause a commosion-pasar pon kalah!-and i just had enough of it.
fug lah!
hais,i know im not perfect but how perfect more do u want me to be??trien my best,tolerated with ur nonsense,heart aches to hear news of u flirting around,and now....im the domineering one??tadaa.well be it then.maybe i am then.
is asking you to stop doing stuff that will only cause u harm makes me domineering to you?i just can't understand what u really want from me.
ok fine,i am stuck-up at times,i don't comfort u when it comes to a fight and wadever more...
But are all these equivalent to u doing all those stuff?
FINE!
im at wrong,okay??pfft.hope you're happy with this.

Yeah,Muhammad Ridzwan,thanks trucks again for always listening to my craps and treating me with such care and concern and respect.Ily bf!ermm.wait.isn't thaat my school values?no wonder sound so familiar.haha;P

2009-05-09T00:28:00.000-07:00

Continued from Ain's blog,www.bras-boxers.blogspot.com ..

"it's not that we don't have,
Kiter ader,cumer kiter taknak tunjok
and biler kiter tunjok,
kiter tak cukop.."

and because of that ain got a scolding from Thong. haha.

Dan dari kebodohannya itu,
Semua yang diperkatakan kepadanya itu,
seperti garam jatuh ke air..

So all in all,i made a new movie...
There is the Jangan pandang belakang,and there is also the latest one,Jangan tegur....
My new movie title will be,ehem2...
"JANGAN MENGUMPAT..."
Burok padahnyer...

haha..nice one.must watch taw!

picture above is for you to interpret what i mean.

Only those people,i repeat,PEOPLE WITH EXCEPTIONALLY HIGH IQ(lol!),
will get our riddle..
How stupid can you get?
I wish there's another word in the dictionary that sounds more "Fuyoo..!!"
then stupid.
aper ehk..? Bodoh tk boleh,idiot tk cukop,pathetic? hmm.. none will be able to fit your stupidity.YOU POOR THING;(

and YOU son of a toot.Pornstar?ohh,enough of that crap.Ever seen us in a porn movie before?? Never right?what right have you aniway to call us that.You went around sleeping with anonymous girls,now..what should i call you?Top graded pornstar cum womanizer then.
stupid asshole.To think you were like one of them.I waas wrong.Holy wrong.

Ain baby,shut your ears,eyes or wherever it hurts towards all those snide comments.afterall,what's all that compared to the truth that only you and me knows?right babe..Don't feel down on those matters.I'm always here for you.Nanti kiter mamam ice-cream pat mac (my treat.. :) ) lagi kay..and we have our own Quality clouds and carpark time.lol.

Oh yeah..introducing my new guy bestie!!

Thanks for always making my day wan dear!=)

Suweet lyfe aye?to know that sometimes outside friends are whloe lot better then those around you.hmm.But i still love those around me though.Syamsiah love=D,Ain syg:),and Mael BRO!! love u guys truckloads of chocolate.yum2!:P

"HARIMAu is the enemy of your life,it is the only HARIMAu you have,and only you can determine how she will be TRASHED!" :)

swop the HARIMA part.and you will know who i meant.

2009-05-05T22:16:00.001-07:00

idiot gerl..
stop talking behind my back!
lau nak bobal depan lah.. hais..
biler org bobal baek2,nk nanges,,
abeh bier pat blkg mulot mcm puki tiang. oops. sorry.
hmm..
no mood to update.

2009-04-29T23:36:00.000-07:00

Happy 11 Month Anniversary Baby!

Love you baby..

u know that very well..

these few months have been tough for us..

it's a wonder that we're still together

maybe..

fate just does not want us to be separated right now..??

hope this fairytale will last long till i close m eyes and

breathe my last breath..

Had malay exam just now..not so bad lah,can manage..

hahaqs,thatsomeone starts talking already sei..

lol:)

after the exam,had chemistry retest.wth.i don't understand anything sei.

tanx too ain who at least have some ideas to write what sht she just wrote,haha.

Tonight maybe meet baby again. :DD

tomorrow meet agian,go HORTPARK:)))

with loved ones,

ain,syazreen,aishah,syafiqah,yusuf,and my baby of course.. jeezus..

Ryte now i need cash people..

nakbelik top,dress,spec and contacts,mother's day gift,......(and the list goes on and on...)

yesterday talk with aniq..funny sia..he told me about his experience working at town as..(i forget as aper ah..) as u know,town kan many2 tourist and he met a lot of diff races lah... caucasian(like DUH!),phillipines,arab and many2 more..then he told me about his encounter with an indonesian lady..

Aniq:Ya mbak(is it the right spelling?idk.haha),bisa say bantu?

Indon lady:Ya,....(she starts ordering what she wanted)

Aniq:ada apa2 lagi?

Indon lady:nggak ada..

and they chatted for awhile with aniq's stupid indonesian accent.haha..then..

Indon lady:Kamu ini orang indonesia juga ya?kok bahasanya lancar banget..

Aniq:Bukan,saya warga sini cuma bila saya bicara sama mbak,saya bicara bahasa indonesia.nggak tau kenapa.. (sheepish smile..)

Indon lady:Kamu ini lucu Banget deh!! (laugh out loud)

and u know what that stupid aniq reply was....

Aniq:Ya,tawu takpa si!

like what the hell kan?? i think that lady must be crazy to have talk to someone like him..

haha..kesian orang2 gnik.lol.no offence aniq dear:)

ryte now,need to update my facebook.dah lamer sei tk online there...hahaqs.Blame Tagged,nt me:)

2009-04-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

Baby, 11 month anniversary tomorrow!
i love you sayang..! =)
yeah,and the game we both played, we'll see how it goes kay *winks*
u know,i know,others no need to know:)

Ain,niari had a lot of laughter ehk kte?? hahaha..
Mr wong asked me to pickup this wrapper which SOMEONE threw anyhow sia.

ME:"cher...not my one sei!" (pissed off)
HYM:"just pickup lah..."
ME:what sia.. (picking up)
ME:want to eat clever,don't want to throw not clever sei cher...
AIN and EEKAA:(face expression=???)
hahahahaha

want to eat clever,don't want to throw not clever=makan pandai,buang tak pandai.
sounds wrong kan? haha

Then kena punish by mdm chung sey:(
ya ryte.. lol

many other stories lah..
boleh jadi buku sei kalao atika ngan ain dah start bobal mepek2..
haha

EHK,1st may korg!!!!! tkmo luper!! hehe
tk sabar siol.
=DD

ehk,alisha.....
hahaha:))

2009-04-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

I think im dying people.
Honestly..
i've been sick for like the past FEW WEEKS,yeap.weeks not days.and went to the clinic for i dont know how many times.and get so many feedbacks from the doctor,like im suffering from thyroid glands or something.and then bloody blood test(i swear i wont get near it anymore!!)
maybe kan......MAYBE...
I got the Pig flu people!!!
hahas..
shit lah sei..

Only 9 days yet complications has arises..
maybe this is what u call karma?
im confused..
who should i believe??
i really love u sia....
yet,if that thingy was true,i dont know what to say..
Of course,if anything happens,i won't lose a thing.
But,im seriously hurt,gedit?pfft.

2009-04-24T02:42:00.002-07:00

Im back from chemistry test!!
pfft.
wth hell sia thong?
waste my tyme onli doing a sheet full of rubbish when at the end no need to submit.stupid.

hmm,about the post below,im done with it.nothing much to say.

So,back to my own lyfe.
I seriously dunnoe what to do.what decision to make.what i want in lyfe.
WHAT??!!
hmm.
YOU&YOU are just too good.okay maybe not TOO GOOD.but still...
i've no idea which is the better choice.
I love you and yet i love YOU more then i should.
Why shits happen?
I am sorry B,But then again,am i really sorry for what crap i've done?
or should i say,i'm thankful that im outta of this mess before it gets any further.i don't know.
i asked you what will you do if i walk off?
u gave me the answer.the perfect answer.But,is it too late baby?
maybe.
Coz K came unexpectedly.and i've done a whole lot of a mess,which i don't think can be 'clean up' just like that.He gave a new life while you, you gave me the love which i've been craving for.
But,why now?
i don't h.u. Neither do i still l.y as much.
Why the hell am i babbling all this?
i've no idea yet again.
26 april baby.
that's when reality will set in for you and me.
and the Question will be,
"Should we or should we not B.U?"

Only my u girls know what shit im talking about.Thanks for the support babes.and also the advices which are very helpful yet... :) haha. you know what i mean,"Bitch". =D

Eh2,1st may,jgn tk jadik taw!! aku da gembira berok nik! haha.

2009-04-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

Make this a very short post..

so..just now after schhool,there was this "BIG FIGHT".hmm.not that big but somehow..well u ppl know it..
not my problem lah,but my fren is involved,but then again ryte,i wasn't there to defend her BUT to talk with this classmate of mine name AMIRAH.just in case ur reading this,OR u friends,no offence intended lah..
hmm.i Know,in my blog ader namer kan? abeh,tkd namer pon bley jadik hal,pusa ati letak namer.and,,without this post i've talked to u just now ryte am.
hope u get wat im trying to say.
Not that u have to change for us,but for ur own good lah.BUT,kalao tknk pon tkp,it's ur lyfe ryte??and again,it's my blog oso ryte..
HOPE THAT THIS POST DON'T CAUSE TROUBLE TO YOU PEOPLE..

Hmm.makes me think on what stoopidness when i kinda hate it when ppl talk about me on their blogs.But then again kan,kalao tkd namer,dalah jgn teraser unless if the person type ur full name,baru bley carik hal kan..

Kla,need to go now.
nanti update lagi.
tata titi tutu

2009-04-16T20:52:00.000-07:00

It's been so long..
since i last blogged..haha

Was so fucked up lah this few days..with matters of the heart.
HMM..

When one and one plus together,u get two.
But somehow when u minus one,
U lose the other one.
But to keep two together,
it's just impossible .

Matters of the heart..
It's when you're blessed or you're just jinxed.
I am blessed with Two Loves.
But u jinxed me with Two choices that has no options to it.
Why oh why?

Number One.
11 chapters of our lovestory
Not one full stop has manage to end it..
Till now.
Number ONE came unexpectedly.

Number ONE.
Is it fate or is it just a test to my love with One?
Happiness u gave me.
A new chapter u begin with me
Yet this heart can never decide
Which lovestory it wants to End it with.

In the end it has decided
Maatters of the Heart..
To regret is better then to not know the mistake
To love and lost is better then to never love at all....

So,what shit that i've typed,u guys unreveal it yourself.
I am sick of being sick to think of lovesick puppies.'
I am soory if my actions will hurt either one of u.
But in the end,someone has to end it and i will do the honour,
Show me your flaws
It will help me lots.
Thank you.

2009-04-09T04:35:00.000-07:00

"shoot for the moon,even if you miss,you'll land among the stars"

So chemistry was really fun just now.Firstly,because me and ain wasn't concentrating on what Mrs Thong is babbling about and Secondly there was potato chips,as in,potato chips(the food) in case u guys think im referring to a specific someone.

We didn't do our Q card and of coz was lectured like no n'e business.whatever.

the funny thing is the conversation i had with ain.

Me:eh,i wish i can tell her to shoot for the moon sia..

Ain:hahahahaha

Me:tapikn,aku nk dier shot for the moon but DON'T MISS!

Ain:asl sey?

Me:yelah.. aku tknk dier land amng the stars. nanti malam2 dier blink,kacau mimpi aku jek.. hahahaha

Ain:and when she's blinkikng,dier akan ckp kat kau.. "Don't forget t study yur chemistry ah...."

Me and Ain:(laugh our hearts out at that damn drama script..)

See why chemistry was fun tday guys?"haha" if yu find it funny,go to hell if u don't get the joke. lol:)

In phy class,omg. my eyes were like having 2 tonnes of cranes(exaggerating of course)weighing on it.Tak boleh angkat oi ngantok dier!and so i slept all the way till maths lesson and the bell rings.School's out! im up and about again.hahahahaha...

Had maths nyte study-.- half an hour ago. My stomach just can't help bursting at ain's cuteness+stupidity.. haha..

Mdm cchung told her to get on with the work and just make mistakes so she could learn from it.. and know what wonderful Ain did?

v=[R-(r-t)]v=:)

What the hell lah ain.. haha

and then when i was humming out the tune of the song,"ke mana kau menghilangkan diri",she asked me a bonus question,,"is it dirimu or diriku" and she repliedd to herself,"ohh it's diriku!" hahahaha

Ain2,even the low IQs can make that one out..

hahaha..

kla,need to chiaow now..

BYE Pigheads!=D

2009-04-07T01:54:00.000-07:00

Sports day today!!
we won silver medals pooples!!hahas..
well,there was 2 events for the 4x100m upp sec girls..
ours was the first,and we got 1st place..
iqah,syu,mariyya..WE DID A GREAT JOB GUYS!!!=D
but when the overall timing was out,4e5 was 1st..by 2 secs sey!!lol
well,congrats u guys.and to us the E9's,we're not sore losers like the rest ryte..?
once an E9,always an E9!! lol..
So,this post will have many sarcastic remarks with hidden meanings fyi.to those who feel affected by it,sorry kay.
Basically,people just don't feel satisfied with what they get .c'mon lah,does winning really means everything??it's not like people will remember what u get for lyfe ryte..haiya..susahlah org2 mcm ginik..
Next,went to pizza hut together with E9's and patrick,nadya&syazwan,and iaene..fun lah..
hmm..
well,this is just a remark ok.
why get so worked up over small little thing??u can at least try to cool down and find a solution and then we'll be able to get the solution ryte..haish..and please don't get worked up at the slightest thing lah sygku..it's ok,but ur reactions affected us as we love u aye?
try to get the meaning somehow.
kla,today no mood.
bye

2009-04-07T01:34:00.000-07:00

So..
met up with "casper" yesterday.. was a bit shy at first(lol!) but then he's easy to get along with.
mater dier potek!lol..
when waiting for his fren, saw my fren,hani..he suddenly said,"hunnynonino"..
the funny thing was this....

Me:U knal dier?
Him:Yar.dier "tech" kn?
Me:nolla! she's express okay,(laughing).(in my mind was lyke-asl bole tembak jek dek ni)...
Him:err.. yar but she's tech ryte?
Me:nola dier express!i know her ookae.dier kwn i!
Him:ya,i pon knal dier.dier jurongville kn? tech per...
Me:EXPRESS!!!!(getting on my nerves)
Him:NO! tech lah.I mean I know she's express but maksod i i know her from TAGGED lar U!
Me:(blurry face...then...ohh i-get-it face)lah..yg kali ckp biar terang tawu! hahahaha.. paisey2. :)

So there..what a small world it is.haha
Just now,1st tyme talk to khairi after so long....
hahha.
ain,kau potek lah..H pat blkg pon tk npk! haha. but then again,i can't blame u! hahas.
kay2 no cry kay? forgive yourself for being a human my dear:)

p.s.to hunny if u happened to read this post,there's no offence intended whatsoever kay:)
was just stating th hilarious convo with that dumb guy. lol.

2009-04-04T02:05:00.000-07:00

been busy with tagged ryte now..
haha
sorry peo-ples
niwaes if u happened to drop by,do add me up there aye.
volcom_sux@hotmail.com
cheers people!

2009-04-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

this is not me!

i was bored everybody so i tried this website..

http://www.photofunia.com/

u should try it too!

Ps:i sound like a promoter sia... :D

2009-04-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

This is my twin..

Atika,this is atika..and atika this is atika.Get it?

Hmm..

Besides khairi being mean to me today(anfd i still hate him for that)

Mdm Chung tokk away our PE lesson.Urgh.that teacher.

anyway someone cheers me up today!

Patrick,that face of yours when u look at 'that girl',

LOL!nice one:D

Had my Literature mock exam just now.

so far my test marks are...

Eng:33/50

Maths:09/50

Sci:Chem-25/50

Phy-09/50

MT:don't know th marks but A1

C.Humans:Not known yet

Art:Not known yet

I sucks in my studies.

like this wanna go poly??

dream on lah atika!

hmm,did't know that love could be so shortlived.

u promised,but yet bothing is being done here.

2009-04-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

I am so fucked up today!!
Muhammad Khairi Bin Sepian,
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!
wth sia khairi,jager kau besok...aku cekik leher kau,aku stick MANY3 super glue on your chair ke tuang cat kat kau ke apaperla!
aku geram ngn kau gemok peh setan!!*winks*
take care eh besok!

2009-03-31T23:48:00.000-07:00

In the lab right now..
so bored sey..
dunno what Ms Zurainah is talking bout..
Assembly was so funny just now..
some teachers have problems with their use of languages..haha
Btw,, Happy April's fool!!
Lame right??i know.. haha
kla need to go now..
till laters........

2009-03-31T00:45:00.000-07:00

People whom i've always loved sooo much!
1.My Honey

2.My mum

3.My sister,Ishiqa

4.Syamika

5.Ain

6.eLmO kia

7.Myself lor.. :)

2009-03-31T00:09:00.000-07:00

so much for my wish yesterday..
don't ask.
haha.
just now malay lesson mdm huzaimah talks about the advantages/disadvantages of cyber space.
well,it all started with the photos of 2 celebrities whose pics were spread out to anonymous e-mails.wth lah.
but i pity them.c'mon people why bother about other people's life if they don't bother yours in the first place.
pfft.
today no mood lah.pms.hehe

2009-03-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10 MONTHS,HONEY:DD

AKU CINTA KAMU!

2009-03-29T22:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

Went to lot 1 with ain yesterdae..

gooofed around at cotton on..

she bought a pump shoes..

or should i say,2 pump shoes??haha

c'mon,it's 2 for $25,ucan't blame her:)

my eyes are on the brown one ain...:)

Before that the HILARIOUS and also the IRRITATING part was the ticketing machine at jurong east mrt tation.

I swear i hate it!!

don't ask why.

well the funny part was,amidst our heart-boiling moment,one of the worker came to help us.

AND ..that worker happens to be an actor!!omg..a cute 1 at that sia!atika u b****:P

head to jamming studio aft that..

Khairul,i hate you! haha joking only lah..

I "sayank" you..NOT!

one member at the jamming studio,dunnoewho,but typical MATs said somethinf offensive..not to me lah,but still..it's my fren your commenting about,ass-hole.

Pfft.

2009-03-28T21:35:00.000-07:00

going out with my gerlfren todae!!!
ain lar..who else??haha
lot 1 here we come!!!!!!!

oh yeah,to my honey,my condolences to you n ur family bout the lost of your beloved aunt..
b,tkmo sad2 k..
ily!

till laters...

2009-03-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

I ain't never had NOBODY show me

all the things that you have been

showing me in a special way i feel

when you hold me

We will always be together baby

that's what you told me

and i believe it 'cause

i ain't never had NOBODY

do me like you...

2009-03-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

Basically went to commonwealth sec for a workshop on "O" level marking..

very helpul yet very boring..

my gawd,the food.. sooo bland.

saw seha:D

Yesterday

Saw someone at the bustop..
reminds me of the conflict that we had in the past just because of one ass-hole guy.
GUYS ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT ACTUALLY..aww,syg sorry for that uhkae??:P
But still,why stare if u don't like to be stared at in the first place?
If you want to be respected,then respect yoursel and others first:)

kla,hiiting off now.
stomach cramp is killing me!

2009-03-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind..
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

2009-03-27T03:48:00.000-07:00

--FEMALE--Hey hey hey hey hey, aa aa aa aa aa
(Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke
I have given my heart, loving you
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke) -
2Loving you, loving you
Dil chura liya maine ikraar karkeI have stolen your heart, giving in
Ikraar karke, ikraar karke
Giving in, giving in
Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke
I have given my heart, loving you
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke
Loving you, loving you
Mere diljaani mere maahi mere dholna
My sweetheart, my lover, my dear
Koi sun lega zara dheere dheere bolna
Someone may hear, speak a little softly-
-MALE--Haan, ishq kiya hai maine chori nahin ki hai
Yes, I have fallen in love, I have not committed theft
Tere sang yaara jora jori nahin ki hai
I have not been aggressive with you, friend-
-FEMALE--Chain le liya maine beqaraar karke
I have taken away your peace, making you restless
Beqaraar karke, beqaraar karke
Making your restless, making you restless
Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke
I have given my heart, loving you
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke
Loving you, loving you
Beech safar mein kahin mera saath chhodke
In the middle of this journey, leaving my side
Tujhko kasam hai naiyyo jaana dil todke
You must vow that you won't go away, breaking my heart-
-MALE-
-Kaise main bataaoon tujhe kaisa mera haal ve
How can I show you how my condition is
Jeena marna hai sab ab tere naal ve
My living and dying are all with you-
-FEMALE-
-Tujhko paa liya tera intezaar karke
I have gotten you, waiting for you
Intezaar karke, intezaar karke
Waiting for you, waiting
Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke
I have given my heart, loving you
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke
Loving you, loving you

okay so u must be wondering why im writing all tiz shit??
coz im dying of boredom..
haha..
Hindi blood never runs away from me:)

2009-03-27T01:47:00.000-07:00

Yeah..Im your Bestfriend!!

I love you bestie!

Though we have not been spending much tyme together nowadays,

U will always and forever be an important part of me:)

My life would suck without you!(P.s:carrikkn lagu ni eh lau ader..by kelly clarkson.haha)

2009-03-27T01:32:00.000-07:00

We were waiting for the sun to set
U held me tight so close to you..

I hate it when we fight
Because i know deep in my heart
How much we care for one another
It's silly when you think about it
That two people who love each other
Should have such a hard time
Getting back on the right track
I want so much for us to listen openly
To each other
And focus on what brought us
Together in the first place
To get past hurt and tears
To the hugs and kisses
Beyond misunderstandings
To forgiveness
I'm more than willing to try
And i hope you are too...

2009-03-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

Fcuk it.

my headache is killing me..

Fortunately the day went really fast today,haa..

had fun disturbing that someone sarcasttically..lol.

hey,i thought aishah is reg no. 17??AMIRAH,lucky you then..haha *winks*

Ain was VERY SICK todae..

Get well soon buddy or my day would suck without you...

After recess,syu had a nice surprise waiting for her..Aan drew this at the back of our canteen using..water??whatever to that.he drew this:

awww..sweet ryte.........

everyone was talking about it.

wish my boyfren will do that 4 me:D c'mon girls,don't ya all wish 4 thaat too??

Anyway,Patrick!!tanx 4 the phone aye!umm..sounds wrong.

i mean tanks for letting me & ain play game in ur phone:D looking forward 2 the next one ayy!

Chemistry test sucks.

actually im the one who sucks coz i dind't study for it:D

*oh yes,Zireen,hope you will cheer up soon kay..

Crazy Wackos

2009-03-26T04:00:00.000-07:00

Ftw??haha

2009-03-26T02:24:00.000-07:00

Four more days....

ily honey:)

2009-03-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

2009-03-26T01:13:00.000-07:00

ain's house ryte now,,as usual??
tell u guys what she's doing..
tying a BIG PURPLE RIBBON to her head..she and her weird stuff..agrees??haha

.But then again,we see them EVERYDAY.Don't believe me??

maths was a heart pain todae. Mdm chung's face for 4 whole periods,like wth??

i swear 2 u,i hate numbers

u see numbers
-when your having your maths lessson(O.m.g)
-when your paying for your meals.(the price and the value of the $$ your holding!)
-taking the bus to & fro to somewhere
-counting sheeps when you can't go to sleep
worst still..
-taking out your phone and the 1st ting u see is...NUMBERs!!
see..told you that you can't run away from it..haa..

Someone in class seems 2 be having grudges at me 4 god-knows-what(actually i know what)..haa..But ultimately and pathetically,tat person apologizes and kept talking to me..
and me,"are u being obnoxious or ARE YOU BEING OBNOXIOUS???"
But then again,that person is still a friend whatever it is..SO....
I forgive you:)
After school we girls had a heart to heart conversation..and it gets all touchy-weepy..
Sometimes,we think we know the person but if we put ourselves in their shoes & walk arnd in it will the we know what the person is going through..never judge the book by its cover aye..

Oh ya Patrick,the LOLlipop was niceeeeeeeeee... tnks yonder:D

Well,gotta hit out now..
ain's sleeping..
SHHH........

2009-03-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

LOVE HER:D

2009-03-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

Finally a blog after so long!
i know..out-dated am i?
my diaries are like stacking up on my desks and so this is the solution to it:)
~get on with all the s****

So..School went as per normal today.Mrs Sunil was doing file checking and when she came to me,i was putting up my "goody-good" behaviour just to please her:) asked me a question,i answered,and she repeated it back to me........hmm...

M.Sunil:Do u know what this vocabulary list is for?
ME:Ya..It's for description of Bob Ewell's character and th rest??
M.Sunil:Correct.But do you know that there is also a description for Boo Radley?
ME:ya...
M.Sunil:Tell me one.
ME:uumm..good?
M.Sunil:I told you that in Lit exams u cannot use simple words like 'good'?
ME:Erm..How about benevolent?
M.Sunil:It's no use having the list if u do not make use of it..(quiet...)You can use thi word(pointing to the list),Benevolent or benign.

So that figures!her ears are clogging up with ear wax!(i mean LOTS OF THEM)lol.
Got our cloth for banner at last and started working on it
AWESOME JOB E9'!ily!
so that's all for todae..
till tomorow peo-ples:)