just another thought

i dont need u to bring me down. If it's mine,it's mine. Go find one if ur so desperate for love, sioxz.

Maybe its me, the abhorent selfish bitch i've always been.

Staring dreamily into the dark midnight-blue sky above, it just came to pieces without needing a penny of my thoughts.
She came into your life way back before you said your first hello to me since our half-year love.
You were there for each other.
You were her source of light, her branch for support, her bucket for tears.
You loves, and without doubt jesus, she loves you as much as those tears that she shed.
But on the 18th june 09, a selfish bitch came along and snatch those happiness from her and you.
That's me.
I was too fucking selfish to spare a thought for the poor girl's feelings.
I want you and only you to myself.
I read this book, Adored .
Summarised, a fucking bitch of a woman for her age , Siena wants her uncle Hunter all for herself without having to share it with his sweet of a sweetheart, Tiffany. And Tiffany, realising what a bitch Siena was, tried to keep her relationship from hitting the rocks. She managed to do so. But what she doesnt realised was that she'd tore deep into Siena's soul, tearing her away from the very thing she loved the most in the world.
That Tiffany is me, and that Siena is her. Fuck you, this isnt melodramatic.
So,i'm Terribly sorry that i had fucked up the relationship between the both of you.
I cant change, but i can try.
Even if it hurts, i've done far worser.
I am sorry.
Atikah. Shahul. Atika.
There was never an Atika till i came.
Im the 3rd party.

PROM NIGHT!!! oh. grad night i mean. :)

tomorrow is the last day of the fucking O's. Suweeet! Imagine that. After tomorrow, it will be endless fun and laughter. Burn up those papers, tear up those oh-so-dull uniform, and put up those freaking big smile tat im famous for. At least, to my friends. Oh wait! Fug. Results day! Pfft. Hahahaha. Dont worry lah atika. Even if the result is way worse then expected, at least i tried my best. Ehem, i thought prayers are meant for good stuff and not the opposite? Somebody must have got the wrong teaching at home. Ouch? Felt a lil prick aye? Oh yeah, not that type. Mama says she wants me to pass , get a good sch and a good job. She knows my capabilities though. So,if i end up in ITE or any fucking low down school that freaks have in mind, so be it. I dont fucking care. Yes, i do have an ambition and thankful enough i have an optimistic view in life. So, if freaks think that i'll regret, well think again. Let me tell u a story to perk up your silent night. There's this woman whom i knew close at heart since i was a kiddo. She's rotten hell a bitch. And i really mean it. Dropout she is at the age of 15. Sat at 'home' facing those bullshits. After the trial, she took all her courage to make a comeback. Sheer determination made her a very successful woman she is now. Luxury hotels,branded stuff,private jet and all those fucking stuff that i can dream of,is her vocabulary . Travelled around the world every now and then . Have a husband and a lovely daughter with him. Till now,she's always in my heart,a role model to me. Who is she? Well, let it be a secret. You may think all this are craps, idc actually. Up to u freaks. All i know is that friday im gonna enjoy be it there's a hurricane or whatever shits freaks could dump. There's only one worry now. What if the dress mummy bought doesnt fit? Oh gawd. Maybe i should stuff all junks and craps into my mouth to get that somebody's body rite? Afterall, im not that big and well-endowed ,i KNOW THAT. Dont have to talk shit ard, ty. And i also heard from freak's bf that that nite will be the best aye? I hope so too. Whatever .

i want this dress.

400 bucks.

anyone?

:)

:(

:P

:'(

i've always wanted to say this but don't know why,the opportunity just didn't come.
I AM SORRY.
to anyone whom i've hurt with my words,actions etc.
after reading his blog,syarifuddin's,i realised that well maybe i was harsh with my previous post.
i wrote it without thinking of what people would say, whether i'll hurt someone's else feelings or even worse,stir up hatred towards myself.
all i thought of at that moment was the stereotyped thinking,
MY BLOG,MY SAY.
rubbish,now that i realise it.
well,here goes nothing.
to my classmates,especially the group whom i've judge wrongly,i guess it's not too late to apologize right?hmmm... really hope you guys will put the matter behind .
reasons?
because i love each and every one of my classmates,even through the bitter times we had.
and i really hope that all of us can and will graduate with a big grin on our face for each other instead of bearing grudges .
THAT,will be my sweet dreams.
Khairi my dear monitor,i am holy sorry if my behaviour had made you say,
"the one i shall never understand"
i don't know where my wrong is,but i just know i am sorry.
if you had realised,i've always tried to make a friendly conversation with you but somehow,i kept getting the cold shoulders.arrogant as i am,i do feel hurt at times.because i look upon you as a friend.it's okay though,coz i know somewhere in the middle,or maybe from the very start?,i might have done something wrong without realising it.i sorry,okay domo?:)
and matt,yeah to you too,sorry a truckloads of chocolates.
call me ignorant,i'd accept that gladly if in the end you're gonna say,
"yeah,i forgive you classmate."
that will surely brighten my day up.
and to the rest of my beloved classmates, if i've done anything wrong to you,with my actions or words,do forgive me will ya?
i really wanna us graduate with a feeling of contentment that we were once a classmate,but we will forever be friends.
and again:
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
i am sorry
I AM SORRY E9's! ily you guys a lot:)

-SHAHUL HAMEED -
beb,thanks a whole lot that you're willing to forgive my most stupidest and humongous mistake that i've made during the early days of our relationship.thank you so much dear.the problem is really personal,and only few knows about it.let it be between me and you.i seriously am lost for words when you said you want to put the past behind wnd will try to forget the incident even though i know that deep inside your heart,not a single person can cure the wound that i've created.at times i know those tears welling up inside your eyes potrays the hurt that you really felt deep inside but you chose to hold it back so that you won't get to catch a tear of mine falling on your palms.i really salute you for that.Months and months it took me to love my own boyfriend,stupid i really am.i love you honey,i really do now.and i know we can do this,you and me,right?ohh,sorry for not updating my personal blog or our blog.busy o lvels lahh syg.we still meet everyday rightt?haha:DD

FAMILY
i do not want to believe that 2012,the world is coming to an end.seriously.
THE 10 reasons and maybe a million more....
1.there's many stuff that i wanna do before i leave this world
2.i only get to know my biological mother about two years ago,and i wish i can always be with her.
3.papa,i miss you.
4.my 5 siblings,your older sisterloves you alot,you know?each and everyone of you.
5.I have 3 pairs of parents and if disasters happened,how am i suppose to gather all up at once?
6.i've yet to talk with my stepfather.
7.mummy is just a name i call her.
8.i've yet to apologize for all my mistakes i've done to my adopted parents.
9.nenek got cancer,and i love her so much.
10.MY FAMILY is everything to me.

hey pa,and i thought you will never forget me?i love you.and i really wish we could get backto the moment where we would sneak out from our family,meet up,catch a movie and share our problem anh heartfelt stories of your past and how i got into this beautiful world.i especially miss the moment when you hugged me and say,
"girl,papa will always love you and never forget you.i might have 4 other kids at home,but you will forever be my babygirl coz you are my past and mistakes,and i'll never abandon this chance of reuniting with my beloved daughter." and the you will kiss me on your forehead,and in return i give you waterfall.hahaha.
papa,you dont know how much you really mean to me.your hug and kisses can never be compared to anyone els's in this world.for 14 years of my life i waited for your presence and when you came,that was just the happiest day of my life.

LOVE YOU.
sobsob.
;(

You couldn't have seen me before with him.
You couldn't be close with any of our connections.
You couldn't be worth talking about.
but somehow... you know?
hmm..
so i make this conclusion that YOU ARE STALKING MY BLOG or somehow,MY LIFE.
well,sad news for you, you won't get anymore news from me. HAPPY FINDING my new blog,askoliongbiaztch:)
I'm not a high-profile topic you can spread rumours around.
i don't go around finding trouble with you.
So why hate me so much??
Maybe because someone or something has displeased you with rumours that i'm talking bout you.
But as a young adult,i repeat,a YOUNg ADULT,can't you use your brain for a second and ask me whether what you heard is true or not?
Don't be pathetic.
MY being quiet doesn't mean i am scared,nor am i not.
Im just not like you who walks around finding trouble and throwing stuffs at people.
My mother,in fact have 3 mothers,who teaches me Good Manners.
I'm not saying i'm a good example,but i'm definitely not like you.
I talk if the person is reasonable.
To someone like you,I won't waste even a breath. JUST A SNIDE SMILE WILL DO FOR YOU.
Your just not happy with people around you.
Stop behaving the way you are.You are A GROWN UP WITH A HEAVY RESPONSIBLITY "pee-square".
(not that i'm scared of using your name.just no publicity)

OKAYY>>>
so to my class people now.
especially jerks at the back.
STOP IT.
why despise us so much??
we don't do stuff that irritates you.and if you are irritated,that's our life and not yours to comment about.
what makes you think we go around influencing people??
SHUT UP.
now YOU GUYS STOP AND LISTEN.
if you think we are bad influence to HER,now you think for a while.
what makes THAT IRRITATING BOY sooooo good in YOUR EYES??
HE uses words such as "CHEEBAI,SIAL,BUTO" and get scolded for i don't know how many times.countless?
AND that SHORT BOY...
SMOKING AND EVRYTHING ELSE(i do not want to mention)
AND Also that BIG MOMMA,who knows how to get into trouble but had to use people to get out of it??
urgh.i don't know what else to say.
You want us to be like those two girls is it?
sorry,they are they and we are we.
go understand that and stick it into your head,
you shameless shits.
TOMORROW R. we'll taLk and see what you have to say. TAKE CARE askoliongs;)

On the 18th July...

Happy belated 1st monthsary*

The next day at his house...

was hungry and he cooked prata for me:DD

Went out to marina last saturday

to catch a movie with shahul,

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE!:)

my rating: 4.5/5

admit that i had slept at some parts

not because it was boring but....

haha.

sholud watch!!

after that went to waterfront.

Just in time for Fireworks!!

sweet kan...

every monthsary can watch fireworks!!

~Vavavoom~

hell it was during gill's lesson just now.

what an arse and a hole and a what and a the and fug teacher!

she's always coming to class with that

boring saggy pipi jatoh lima belas tingkat!

and what's new?

always sitting at the front and look at us

as if she has not eaten for 1001 days.

boring teacher,boring lesson and her very bored students!

what for get paid when your only job is to print essays and stare at us??

urgh,seriously lah this teacher.

mintak kener penumbok sulong man toyak sak!

if,I repeat,IF i were to pass my sosial studies,

it is purely through my own effort and hardwork and

a year of buttpain enduring a very mundane GILLALESSON!

My teacher sucks to the core of an extinct volcano.

Ain,next time don't keep quiet.

she doesn't deserve it lah that smokey.

if only i was there just now..

mesti ader THE SHOW punya.

haha

TELL HER THIS..

"proper your hair first before commenting on others.

And anyways,that hairstyle is suitable for minah melayus.

not your DNA type,wala wala boom."

It was never what you had expected.

It wasn't even planned in the first place.

If only you had taken a step earlier,

all this wouldn't have happened.

i say all this not because of regrets,

but to make you realise

that it was all real in the beginning.

i am sorry.

Arsehole. jari hantu pat kau.

STILL SMILING AM I??

DISSAPOINTED AREN'T YOU??

Try bringing me down u mamasan.

I declare that
I am privating my blog.

Some people just have nothing better to do.

seriously.

ur a grown up now,sort of.

i mean having a kid means one right?

lol.

stop stalking luh.

there's nothing vavavoom bout my blog so just get out 'kay?

I change my nickname tu aku peh suarundies ah!

who are u to judge??

at least my REAL name is still intact,

unlike yours.

spoilt my colourful rainbow day only.

but actually kan,

u haven't win yet.

It takes A BUCKET FULL OF HAMMERS

to bring me down.

nabongtinangnibongtkui peh jantanbetiner taikayamkapor beraksundal hakpuih!!!

FUG. i screwed up whole lot just now. baah!

AHMAD SORRY BANYAK2!!!!

so the story is like this...

Beginning.

it was near to the end of recess time and

i wanted to return my utensils back to the shop.

Mid-way.

Ain wanted to throw away her packet drink

at the nearest rubbish bin.

I was behind her,

wanting to throw away my cup drink there.

(lazy lah want to go that apek shop..heheh)

Climax.

Ain turned and i followed behind her.

But i didn't know that ahmad was behind me.

and so..

CLASH CLASH BOOM BING BAM!!

we collided,sort of.

and the soup of my mee soto kena

his pants and school shoes.

GOD,

was he pissed off.

Ending...

When he got back to class

i said sorry to him again.

he just shrugged it off

and...

laughed?

weird huh.

hahaha.

I thought he would be scolding me upside down

"kaninabutonbcb"

but all he did was laugh?

and then....

It was eng lesson.

Mrs siva wanted us to do our journals for today.

Ahmad didn't have his and was told

to go buy the book at the bookshop NOW.

He refused but after getting a earlash from her,

he went down

only to come back up without one.

his reason.....

Ahmad: Don't have ah cher,the aunty say cannot buy without class pass.

Mrs Siva: Are you sure she said so??

Ahmad: Yalah u don't believe u go ask her lah.. u think what?! Popular ah???

Mrs siva: I will go check on her later.

Ahmad: Go lah, go check.

and the class laughed at this comedical sight. haha.

like seriously.

i didn't know ahmad can be a forgiving creature.

haha.

thanks classmate for not holding a grudge against what happened:DD

and today i got to know that one of our new teacher is the son of our OM.

HAHAHAHA.

"Bapak kanchong,anak ding dong!"

Me and Ain had a lot of laughter today.

i mean,we do laugh everyday.

EVERYDAY.

First about our ballet shoes,

then there's the ahmad thingy and alot more.

Pika got her new phone and we camwhored with it

like three idiot gamber Pig.

For now.

i am going to download some songs.

and alsowatch SUCI at mdentertainment.

wee~~

(awwww....)

(if u are clever,guess where my head,butt and feet is...hmm...)

Head out to T1 yesterday with shahul baby:) freakish dartboard mundane place . lol .
And it doesn't even have a proper eating place! SHUCKS.

Kiter pon zoom orchard loh after that. nyeheh. saw faiz,rafiq and many others at far east,eating. didn't saw ain baby at first. Ehk2, seafood fried rice at Puncak nice hor... MUST TRY! 5 star one ahh.. heheh. After stomach was badabing bloated macam ikan buntal telan doraemon, we fly off to west coast. i mean,literally flew. :D

There, we watched kuda kepang!!!! jeez, love it! too bad aishah syg tak ader.....

SATRIO PERKOSO bezsyah... :)

went back home after receiving more then 6 kringkrong from my dad! urgggggh. your lil princess is safe and sound luh daddy. haha. Ton out with shahul outside my house -.-"

err...yeah.outside.uhuh. hahahhaha. :P

he went bck home at 6am! shucks. Why does my big goldfish bola mater must feel SOOOOO sleepy?! hmmph:( missed him.

BUT.....

right now as im typing,

he's watching.

LIKE A FREAK.

seriously.

GO AWAY!.

paiseh oiiii.

hahahahahahaha.

I LOVE U.

still.

and will always be.

i swear i had a blasting boom boom fireworks up the rooftop time yesterday.

those two yclone nargis guys are seriously getting on my nerves.like seriously.

get a life will u????

stop asking me my personals and in the first place who are u to do so?

my bestfren? urgh, bestfrens trust each other. dumd beylos ass!

and you the other monkey baboon pantat merah gincu badot..!

stay away!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

don't come to my 12345678910 life.

when i say no,it means NO! TIDAK! WO BU YAO! indian language idk ah.

BUT which part of the word 'NO' that u don't understand??

stop it,just stop it.

don't ruin the happiness that i have now.

i just want to be happy with him,

He gave me the reality of life.

i can't have the best of both world.

"andai aku bisa lebih adil pada cinta kau dan dia"

im sorry.truly,i am.

i do not want to hurt anyone any further so just leave me be.

"aku bukan nabi yang bisa luput dari dosa"

so yeah...

i hope if u two guys are reading this post,

which im sure u will coz u just can't get out

of my mundane colourful eccentric naek atas turon bawah life,

STOP BUGGING THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!!!!

ooh darn it.

So yeah,shahul thanks for a great time yesterday.

really shayunk u alottt..like alotttttt!!!!!:DD

ur soo stupi dumbarse joget lambak kiut when u do the itik walk!!

HAHHAHAHAHA.

we know,they don't know.

BUT...

I LOVE YOU STILL!!!

really hope that everything will work out well..

Atika minta maaf kalau kehadiran atika dalam hidup ayul

telah membuat ayul menjadi seorang lelaki

yang sering dilanda keresahan.

Bukan niat atika untuk ini semua terjadi.

Atika minta maaf.Sumpah Atika syang kamu.

Percayalah.

"Cinta datang tanpa diundang ,

Shahul datang tanpa diduga;

Luka di hati masih bersarang ,

Pintu hati terbuka jua."

what a lame poem. tapi bnyk erti tauu... haha.

as long as we're together,you''ll always be in my heart love.

i am sick. fucking sick. no. haha. maybe h1n1. dying sick. ok atika. shut up.

sorry have not been blogging for quite a while. i think i've been saying this in almost every post. haha.

so yeah, i am sick actually. maybe H1N1. i mean i have all the symptoms
-fever
-flu
-headache
-sore throat
and so on.....

haha. so people,stay away. u never know........

been spending time with boyfie quite alot these few days. lol.

fat arse jerk. get away from my life. your always giving me misery and and and.... urgh! i swear i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The pictures have done the talking but i guess you kpokiaks out there wanna know more about it right?? lolx..

That guy at the top there,he's mine. lol. nanananana. haha

Well,on monday 15th june, had a blasting great time with Abu and his friends,Apao and farah and also Din. Cool peeps they are.. We went to lot 1 first and then head out to bugis to catch a movie. The plan was to watch Drag me to hell but to our dissapoinment,NIL.Soo we watched Night at the museum 2 instead. I LOL like hell sia watch that movie. hahahahahahaha. Before watching,we filled our stomach at the foodcourt. Baby belanjer sei:) thanks alot ehk! syg you... After the movie,we send farah to the bustop as she had to get home. And then we went to haji lane. Both guys sheesha,and me had a sleeping good time. haha.

Next day was stay-at-home-day.

Wednesday,Abu's 17th birthday!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AYE!!

it was real fun..And and and he was sooo sweet. Picked me up from my blk as i had no idea how to get to wcp,pathetic me aye? haha. Then we went to his house to get the barbeque stuffs and met up with his 3 other friends and sprinted off to wcp. okay,we didn't really sprint.. we,strolled?? hahaa.. upon reaching,quite a number of his friends reached already. lucky they are patient human beings. lol. Everyone was damn thirsty and yet they fogot to buy ice. dammit. haha. Fantastic event planner they are. I couldn't stand the scorching heat so i told him that i want to go to macdonalds to grab a drink and will be right back but he insisted on following. awww.. haha. Talked rubbish while walking and i was sooo tired out that he piggyback me halfway. haha. sweet kan? and didn't realised that his chinese friends,jian yang i think the name,and the rest were behind us and was like,"chey chey chey...." . haha. you can say that again. after buying the drinks, we went to buy ice at 7-11. he bought me kinder joy!!! weee~~ haha. and yeah peo-ples,sorry we were gone for such a long time. haha! got back home around 10+. FUN lah oiii!!

Thursday midnight, he called me. hehehe.. and he...... ada deh.. cannot tell!! hahaqs.

but it was the greatest conversation ever! till now can remember the convo. :DD

we met that day in the evening. :))

The next day was slept-the-whole-day-at-home day.

Saturday was SYAMIKA DAY!!! we went out to sentosa beach party! GEREKKKK!!!!!! wished can go again. haha. We got free kotex stuff. lol! that quirky tampons.. hmm.. hahaqs. Love wicked aura batucadas!!!! groove along to the funky music baby.. get out from that place around 6+ and went to jurong point to meet abu! sadly,he had to go to malaysia. But he postponed it and went to ton at apao's house instead.

So yeah,that's how i spent my week. just now went to science camp. so boringggg! all the way i played with patrick's iphone.haha.sorry lah mat rep,sometimes u talk i don't understand siia. haha. thanks anyway and sorry your battery went flat because of me. haha. love u lah A.P.A !

soo now,tata to you askoliongs. can't wait for tomorrow. he's coming back from malaysia maybe. wee!!!!!!

HELLO JELLO ASKOLIONGs!

I've bid adieu to my long wavy hair!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaqs.. chillax luh,joking only.. 1-0! heheh. kay,lame i know.

hectic schedule for me this month.this coming week will be a headache for me.

Monday-Haji lane & Movie:))

Tuesday-Hang out with abu?

Wednesday-Birthday party Abu at west coast:p

Thursday-Hang out with abu again?? haha

Friday-Lalang Photoshoot:))

Saturday-Sentosa Beach party!!!

Sunday-WEDDING invitation=.="

sooo..... "mama!!!!!!urot kaki adek!!!"

haha. wtf,random lah.

eh,i notice something.

I've been spending much time with this crazy guy right here. lol. always making me laugh at the most lamest stuff in the world. seriously. SHAHUL HAMEED, i hate you for making my life miserably happy. hahaqs. thanks for the chewing gum kay?* hearts ya*

OH wan bestie! i lost our photos,send me again soon when we meet kay??oh oh,and thanks for the haagen dazs treat,AGAIN. haha. love ya luh bestfriend!

Eh,i miss my very dear girlfriend-neighbour who has set her feet at korea for quite sometime. Come back sooon lah minah. haha. bring me flowers from korea. :DDD

at ain's house ryte now...
alamak! noisy siia this tw lovebirds. ahhhh here! ahhhhh there!! haha. sounds wrongkan?
behind closed door. lol:DD

yeah,so will be going to meet Abu later!! weeeeeee......
hehe..he say got surprise for me, dunnoe wat it is. can't wait!!! hahaqs..

sooo..till then then.. tata. hahA.

AARGGHHH!!!!! boring siol.
in the comp lab right now.. came back to school for the damn art lesson thingy..i don't hate art,but i hate myself for not knowing what to do right now!! pfft.

Abu,BANGON LAH!! bobal pat fon ke or sumthing.. haha! nvm,i wait for u aye?? cpt alek dari jb oii.. jgn luper chewing gum. nyeheh;)

wah sei,my stomach rumbling ryte now.. and lucky me,i've a packet of ice to chew my time off! yah ryte.. hmm...

aaaaaaaaaaaiiiinnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! imy!!!!!! hahaha:DD
the lalang thing, soooon kay?? we go with my bestie,syamika!! can't wait!!!

hah.

Haha. FINE2! i know it's been ages since i last blog people(exaggerating),sorielah..hehe.. been busy with my messed up life lah kans.. don't want talk bout tis..

so to those kpokiaks(lols!) out there who have been going to my blog only to exclaimed,"lah.. belom update2 lagi!" ,hah,ni amek kau!! haha.

on the 30th may,went out for a triple date with syam,zaki,eina and mael bro! had a BLASTING FUN TIME!!! lol.. u guys know what i mean kan.. haha

let the pics do the talking..

so yeah.. HAPPY belated 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY baby:) haha. syam and zaki,last long aye! eina and mael pon,last longer taw.. :DD syg korng byk2!

ohh,saw shaf that day with idah and the other one i don't know how to spell the name. lol. preety lah the trios.we swam until 7+pm then we packed up.headed to vivocity..

talked with baby.had an agreement not to fight again but,BADABING-BADABOOM!,figth again. haas.. pathetic an gado on our anni?? shut the hell up lah people. only i can comment bout this. haha.thanks korg2 for trying to cheer us up. though,i must say it was a futile attempt . hahaha.:DD

ok,what else did i miss out ehk?? oh yeah,on 28th may went out wit wanone!! bestie kus!:DD alahai,he treat me haagen dazs(did i spell it right???heheh) sedaap dier,mintak ampon... hahaah

wanna see what i ate?....

heaven lah i tell you! haha.. thankz wan syg for the treat! ily bestie!:DD

klah,im tired of typing craps..

will update... errr.... SOOON???? haha

wait long2 lah ehk.. kay bye!

FUG sia my social studies teacher..Like wth.
"if u don't pass such an easy paper,there's no hope you're gonna pass your o level"
URGH!!!
eh,tell her,at least i improved sia..
k fine not so good,for the fact i still failed by 5 marks..
BUT,FOR YOUR INFO oh wise teacher,idid putin effort,OKAY.
FROM 9 mark,i bucked up at least to 20..(LOL,but still) 11 MARKS DIFF OI!!
maybe u tink nothing of it,idc bout what u think either.i fail or passed,i've never been listening to your teaching either.SO,watever,okay??

pfft.stupid her.

OH yeah,bestie SYAMIKA! sorry couldn't eply to ur msgs.IM HAPPY FOR YOU OI!!!!like,seriously..*kening shooting upwards then back down* haha. BE happy with that mickey mouse no. 2(because im 1st:DD) hehehe.update me when its official.ME FIRST!!! ged it?? i know u will do so aniway... ahahaha

Ain dear,stop sulking because of that GUY.haha,i still love u though KAKAK AIN!

WAN syg,sorry didnt get to chat with u just now..ohh,bout that status ehk,hmmm...
you&him lor..
don't ask anymore..let nature takes its course je kay..i know ur intentions,but ... you know.

AND TO MY HUBBY!!
get well soon kay baby..
im sick too..
maybe because when u cough,i catch the disease using my hand and put in my mouth and i got sick.SEHATI SEJIWA kaper.hahaha.Sayang u okay.BUT u don't love me animore.... sooo saad. haha. tkper i don't care. i love another person also. lol. *WINKS*

KLAh,i still hate gill.will hate her.always hate her.FOREVER.nyaha!